Featuring Uzuhan
 作词 : Artur Aigner
 作曲 : Artur Aigner
ARAI:
I’m so old
f**king old
My mind has tried to change myself
And kept me running from myself
For years
I’ve tried it all
I’ve never changed
I’m not satisfied with current states
My entire life is acting strange
And I don’t like it
I’m afraid of staying scatterbrained
My whole future me would never change
Cause I’ve seen it all like Dr. Strange
Man I don’t like it
I don’t like it
The way
I should feel
Seems so desperately out of reach
It’s like I’m moving on a circle
I can’t see
By the way
What is time
Why I’m so scared of my lifetime
I should think less and use more of it all the time
All the time

Uzuhan:
I didn’t like the shape of my legs
Felt bulky I wish they were straight like an edge
Pull it over my head
When I put on the threads
I think it looks better on the manikin
I only see the defects
I only see the blemishes
I only see the things I wanna change in comparison
I only see the ways and fall short but you will never guess
I wanna learn to love my own skin
I wanna cherish it
I wanna see this all as a part of my journey
I’m not embarrassed it
People think that I should have figured out
Self acceptance it’s such a long road
Hope you learn to travel alone and make you way out
While it’s twist and turn you might trip and burn
But discover a power you didn’t see at first
Maybe this ain’t all that bad

And I wanna see this all as a part of my journey
I’m not embarrassed it (not embarrassed it)
People think that I should have figured out (f**k that)
Self fix-up and it’s such a long road (long road)
Hope you learn to travel alone and make you way out  (way out)
While it’s twist and turn you might trip and burn
But discover a power you didn’t see at first
Maybe this ain’t all that bad