brutal
 作词 : Olivia Rodrigo/Daniel Nigro
 作曲 : Olivia Rodrigo/Daniel Nigro
I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure that I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
'Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of seventeen
I’m over this teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help
I wish I‘ve done this before
And I wish people liked me more
All I did was try my best
This’s the kind of things I get
unrelentlessly upset (Upset, oh)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish that I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
'Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park
All I did was try my best
This’s the kind of things I get
relentlessly upset
The say these are the golden years
But I wish that I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
(Yeah, she’s havin' a really good time)
Got a broken ego, broken heart
God, I don't even know where to start