[00:00.000] 作词 : Denton Oliver
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Denton Oliver
[00:19.074]Yeah
[00:21.738]You ever feel like you don't say enough while also saying too much?
[00:25.453]Overthink so long 'bout what people gon' probably judge
[00:28.372]Too many signs misread from ones I thought I loved
[00:31.300]Guess the closest to your heart can deal you the worst cuts
[00:33.951]Lately petrified from these lessons I shoulda known
[00:36.883]Start to question my existence—the other thing's that I don't
[00:39.799]It's why I'm closed off, unread messages on my phone
[00:42.451]And the words I wish I said all stuck inside of my throat
[00:45.381]Tryna let it out, they told me, "Breathe, trust me, you fine"
[00:48.298]While my heart rate increased, anxiety filled my mind
[00:50.953]I can barely go a day without fearing my own decline
[00:53.881]So I pace around my room, alone, writing these lines
[00:56.797]I'm defeated often, oh the irony of persistence
[00:59.725]And pursue the happiness I confused the purpose of living
[01:02.379]It's a blue sky outside but I ain't close to finished
[01:05.569]I obsess over this fear, letting down future children
[01:08.485]I'm a menace, I'm an outcast tending with all this pain
[01:11.140]I'm as lonely as a spell that's cast away in the rain
[01:13.807]Built a castle on a hill that crumbled from all this change
[01:16.723]Tryna put it back together is different but still the same
[01:19.651]Am I making sense? What if I'm not even making sense?
[01:22.306]What if I dropped a song and no one relates to me in the end?
[01:25.494]I know it all depends
[01:26.554]I feel my heart beat through this pen, I think it's heaven-sent
[01:29.470]I don't just fake weak for a trend, this is all I got
[01:35.590]My side is beautiful
[01:37.447]This is all I got
[01:40.102]My side is beautiful, I know
[01:46.744]My side is beautiful
[01:52.051]My side is beautiful
[01:53.386]Yeah
[01:53.648]Every piece of me inside this music
[01:55.504]Somedays scared I won't get it back
[01:56.836]Often think about the factory job that I started at
[01:59.756]Would I be happier never checking on my social stats?
[02:02.419]Got so blinded by a dream and the things that I coulda had
[02:05.338]Soley guided by emotion, stranded out in the open
[02:08.255]Waves crashing overboard as my spirit was barely coping
[02:11.182]Trouble holding on, except to this cigarette that I'm smoking
[02:13.838]This ain't what I planned, not even close to what I was hoping
[02:16.754]But there's beauty in the struggle, something I'd come to find
[02:19.682]God tests His strongest soldiers to keep 'em present in mind
[02:22.609]And in mine, would you stay? Never leave from my side?
[02:25.264]'Cause in Christ, you strengthen me, I'm so powerful I could fly
[02:27.920]But I stumble often, I'm not as perfect as I seem
[02:30.836]All this anger in my chest I keep hidden behind the scenes
[02:33.499]Along a journey and my growth, I'm only a human being
[02:36.680]More Than Music is precisely what all of these lyrics mean
[02:39.607]It means I'm incomplete, broken, often misunderstood
[02:42.797]On this lonely road we walk, never gave up when others would
[02:45.451]Found in a lost place, done everything that I should
[02:48.107]Just 'cause there's darkness in my past it doesn't mean I'm not good
[02:51.023]I swear I'm trying
[02:55.274]My side is beautiful
[02:57.404]I swear I'm trying
[03:00.593]My side is beautiful, I know
[03:06.436]My side is beautiful
[03:12.284]My side is beautiful, I know
[03:18.128]My side is beautiful
[03:23.439]My side is beautiful, I know
[03:29.018]My side is beautiful
[03:34.590]My side is beautiful, I know
[03:40.970]My side is beautiful, I know
[03:48.138]Yeah