[00:15.220]Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
[00:18.916]'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
[00:22.900]I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
[00:26.996]And I just want to change, I really want to
[00:30.700]But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
[00:34.580]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and
[00:38.695]I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
[00:42.524]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
[00:48.437]I just wanna wake up as a different person
[00:50.225]Been living good but that's all on the surface
[00:52.223]Been getting older, new lessons I'm learning
[00:54.188]But I'm still hurting, I don't deserve this
[00:56.300]I just want to make the pain go away
[00:59.484]If I try to end my life, would they remember my name?
[01:03.139]All this pain goes on and on, and it's so tragic how
[01:06.693]I can't even get a night of sleep without this panic now
[01:10.660]And I don't wanna die but it's feeling like the only way out
[01:15.164]Of my mind, try to get up but I'm falling back down, no
[01:20.199]Please, keep fighting for me, no
[01:24.222]I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow
[01:28.266]Please, keep fighting for me, no
[01:32.350]I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no
[01:35.255]Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
[01:38.887]'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
[01:42.879]I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
[01:47.025]And I just want to change, I really want to
[01:50.568]But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
[01:54.526]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and
[01:58.758]I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
[02:02.526]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
[02:07.910]I ran out of time for all your questions
[02:10.280]Guess I never learned my lesson
[02:12.215]Now I'm goin' away I just can't deal with the pain
[02:16.130]But I don't wanna see you cry anymore, no
[02:20.150]I don't wanna see you cry
[02:22.198]I'll end it all to keep from hurting
[02:25.128]I'm such a burden, I'll save you from the pressure
[02:29.063]Wish I was better
[02:30.583]So wrap your arms around me, pull me in so closely
[02:34.673]I'll hold on 'til it's over, I'll hold on 'til it's over, it's over
[02:40.350]Please keep fighting for me, no
[02:44.255]I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow
[02:48.168]Please, keep fighting for me, no
[02:52.342]I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no
[02:55.215]Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
[02:59.016]'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
[03:03.048]I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
[03:07.065]And I just want to change, I really want to
[03:10.649]But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
[03:14.541]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and
[03:18.736]I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
[03:22.607]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown