[00:00.000] 作词 : slchld [00:00.617] 作曲 : Sunny Kale/slchld [00:01.234] I won't break apart [00:03.906] Couldn't say bye to my mama [00:06.558] Cuz I might break her heart [00:08.964] Two years after thinking [00:12.159] Of ending all the pain [00:15.283] I forgot what it really meant [00:17.142] To live like how I wanted [00:19.543] I won't break apart [00:22.200] Long nights [00:22.997] In the wrong fights [00:24.049] Didn't own mine [00:24.858] **** life [00:25.649] Anywhere I go [00:26.450] I don't feel at home [00:27.501] No one [00:28.312] left to cope with [00:29.368] Was all on my own [00:30.428] Nobody to talk to [00:31.492] No confidence [00:32.028] Yeah [00:34.352] Parents only wanna see on weekends [00:35.948] Learned the truth about the family situations [00:39.874] I've been piling up the drugs [00:40.935] for all the sleep ins [00:42.265] Yet I'm still here [00:44.126] Thinking about us [00:45.717] A lot of if's and could've maybes [00:48.380] But I guess this is what made me [00:51.030] But I guess this is what [00:53.438] Yet I'm still here [00:55.294] Thinking about me [00:56.902] So damn glad I didn't chase you [00:59.815] Cuz I know I need to live for [01:01.941] Myself and those around me [01:07.456] I won't break apart [01:09.316] Couldn't say bye to my mama [01:12.248] Cuz I might break up her heart [01:14.644] Two years after thinking [01:17.560] Of ending all the pain [01:20.225] I forgot what it really meant [01:22.883] To live like how I wanted [01:26.076] I won't break apart [01:28.201] Now I know [01:29.543] How I should [01:30.941] Treat myself when I'm on the low [01:33.333] Now I know [01:34.657] How I could [01:35.995] Change my ways to better myself [01:38.649] Now you know [01:39.969] Why I stay [01:41.312] Quiet in the crowds that you go [01:44.231] Now you know [01:45.565] Why I take [01:47.157] All the blame so that I can let go