[00:17.73]I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide
[00:22.22]I realize it's not alright
[00:27.73]I'll find my way to idolize it
[00:31.80]In my eyes, I'll reach the sky (Yeah, ayy)
[00:36.88]Runnin' outta breath, I been runnin' outta energy
[00:38.52]Tellin' all your friends you don't wanna be a friend to me
[00:40.78]You makin' up lies why am I gettin' all the penalties
[00:43.04]I wanna talk about us without talking to an enemy
[00:45.40]I've been broken down like my food in my stomach
[00:47.60]Hatin' these feelings, but act like I love it
[00:49.91]I don't wanna cheat nah, I want fair play
[00:52.37]I don't wanna crash land like an airplane
[00:54.80]I want you back but when you act like that
[00:56.51]Like a one-sided talk, you don't call me back
[00:58.88]Yeah times were hard and when you left they got harder
[01:01.20]My bed got colder and my room got darker
[01:03.65]I'm still in love I know so are you
[01:05.76]Why'd I pray for the rain when our skies were blue
[01:08.07]I'm still in love I know so are you
[01:10.36]Let's talk tonight and we can talk it through
[01:12.67]I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide
[01:17.03]I realize it's not alright
[01:22.53]I'll find my way to idolize it
[01:26.60]In my eyes, I'll reach the sky
[01:31.76]Tell me if I'm lost, and all the days it took
[01:36.19]I get high like that, without a second look
[01:40.79]And I need breathing room, if I don't see you soon
[01:45.32]I think I'll die inside, I'll blame it all on you
[01:49.94]I think I'm gone for good, it happened faster than it should
[01:54.48]And now it's upside down, I must've misunderstood
[01:58.98]But I still wish you were here, and maybe one day you will
[02:03.60]And while I wait for you, I'll pop another pill
[02:08.18]Black long sleeve I can see you're freezing
[02:10.11]You know I'll stop your bleeding
[02:12.73]Let's not make this hard, let's just hit restart
[02:17.40]Messed up badly, how'd this all happen
[02:21.44]This world's a mess so please don't leave us stranded
[02:25.76]I'm swimming in the ocean of fear
[02:30.46]Back where I started, no closer each year
[02:34.96]I think, maybe you'll start to disappear
[02:39.42]As I cope with these emotions, I don't wanna get closer
[02:44.20]I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide
[02:48.48]I realize it's not alright
[02:53.84]I'll find my way to idolize it
[02:57.96]In my eyes, I'll reach the sky
[03:03.24]Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
[03:06.76]I realize it's not alright
[03:12.20]I'll find my way to idolize it
[03:16.50]In my eyes, I'll reach the sky
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