[00:00.000] 作词 : Destiny Nicole Ortiz
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Destiny Nicole Ortiz
[00:19.417]Now damn, I'm just a kid
[00:21.028]Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
[00:23.313]Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
[00:25.696]Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
[00:28.730]Damn, I'm just a kid
[00:30.605]Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
[00:32.972]Thinking bout if I go far or go big
[00:35.298]Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
[00:37.768]I'm a child just like no other
[00:40.183]When I get scared I hide under covers
[00:42.658]On a sad day man I really miss my mother
[00:44.985]Only get one and you never get another
[00:47.333]When I was a child I was barely loved
[00:49.889]Mommy passed away and my daddy was on drugs
[00:52.091]Granny took me in, with her 5 kids
[00:54.467]And up until 8, that's where I always live
[00:56.917]Granny got sick and then she passed away
[00:59.566]And biggest heartbreak that I ever did take
[01:01.673]Things were so good man, things were so great
[01:04.123]And then in one day my whole life had changed
[01:06.555]Suddenly I'm out here adopted
[01:09.012]No one from my family gave me the option
[01:11.410]To live with my family or someone familiar
[01:13.726]Gave me away to a person wit hidden agendas
[01:16.631]Passed to stranger who needed the money
[01:19.043]She was a psycho, she never loved me
[01:21.404]Damn my whole life everyone had to f*ck me
[01:23.964]Wow, I guess I'm just lucky
[01:26.463]Now damn, I'm just a kid
[01:28.199]Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
[01:30.501]Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
[01:33.038]Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
[01:35.795]Damn, I'm just a kid
[01:37.793]Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
[01:40.031]Thinking bout if I go far or go big
[01:42.332]Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
[01:44.805]I never mattered, nobody ever cared
[01:47.159]Gave me to strangers who claimed me as theirs
[01:49.680]I was abused and I was aware
[01:51.837]She told me to lie and say that I had fell
[01:55.283]Damn, I got marks on my face
[01:57.417]Disassociate and my thoughts go erased
[01:59.683]Numb in my soul, I feel so out of place
[02:02.098]Long way from home, I need out of this place
[02:04.669]I'm the sad kid and the bad kid
[02:06.651]I'm a disappointment and I'm average
[02:08.932]Never make her proud, all I do is damage
[02:11.779]Called me a burden, but she took advantage
[02:14.249]Now damn, I'm just a kid
[02:16.220]Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
[02:18.431]Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
[02:20.944]Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
[02:23.756]Damn, I'm just a kid
[02:25.683]Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
[02:27.960]Thinking bout if I go far or go big
[02:30.322]Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
[02:32.573]She said she loved me, she didn't liked me
[02:35.249]I wasn't special and I wasn't likely
[02:37.510]Wasn't that cute, no one would want me
[02:39.989]Nobody cared in that, I was forgotten
[02:42.672]Left as an orphan, no other options
[02:44.918]She hit me again and I want her to stop it
[02:47.227]The place of my soul has grown microscopic
[02:49.635]They take me on weekends and act like they care
[02:52.145]I lived in fear, I was young, I was scared
[02:54.426]The scars from my childhood have followed me here
[02:56.656]The pattern repeat and they come back right here
[02:59.265]The pattern repeat and they come back right here