[00:34.985] I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
[00:41.076] For a kid a year older than me
[00:46.139] And I've been talking to his dad; it makes me so sad
[00:52.983] When I think too much about it I can't breathe
[00:58.384] And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater
[01:02.966] While my friends are waving from the shore
[01:07.848] And I don't need you to tell me what that means
[01:14.911] I don't believe in that stuff anymore
[01:20.290] Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
[01:25.906] And that's just how I feel
[01:28.463] Always have and I always will
[01:35.000] I always have and always will
[01:52.183] I have a friend I call
[01:55.680] When I've bored myself to tears
[02:00.668] And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
[02:08.363] But then we laugh until it disappears
[02:13.186] And last night, I blacked out in my car
[02:17.363] And I woke up in my childhood bed
[02:23.105] Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
[02:29.773] When I remembered someone's kid is dead
[02:36.199] Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
[02:41.218] And that's just how I feel
[02:44.921] Always have and I always will
[02:50.418] I always have and always will
[02:59.068] And it's 4 a.m. again
[03:06.230] And I'm doing nothing
[03:14.644] Again