[00:00.000] 作词 : Gerald Gillum/Dejan Nikolic/Brian Chew/Dakari Gwitira
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Gerald Gillum/Dejan Nikolic/Brian Chew/Dakari Gwitira
[00:05.189] Yeah
[00:07.388] I guess it's about that time
[00:11.656] You Know?
[00:15.593] Dakari, just let it run
[00:16.292]
[00:21.757] Uh
[00:23.352] Party in a penthouse until I pass the **** out
[00:25.748] Reminiscing being broke and hoping I would luck out
[00:28.514] Fast forward, that was then, I switched my perspective
[00:31.237] I was supposed to make it here, this wasn't luck, it was destined
[00:33.939] Why the **** am I surprised? Will I ever feel I belong here?
[00:36.819] Splitting my soul right now, the story gets long here
[00:39.601] Waiting for this album to drop, it's been a long year
[00:42.438] I feel like it's been forever, the **** has been going on here?
[00:44.818] Sex + drugs + rock 'n roll added
[00:47.749] That equation mixеd with success and raw talent
[00:50.260] They talk about mе, think I went crazy, goddamnit
[00:53.889] I really went crazy, goddamnit
[00:56.006] Pull the curtain, there's nothing left here to hide behind
[00:58.927] I come with baggage, I'm complicated, you know my sign
[01:01.475] Try factoring in what happens inside my mind
[01:04.254] Intoxicated on substances I've been trying to find
[01:07.022] Reason to change, I found reason to rage
[01:09.539] Play Jim Morrison, **** it, people are strange
[01:12.209] Deal with it, on God, there's no keeping me in a cage
[01:14.932] They tried to buy my soul, but it's not an even exchange
[01:17.776] I just had an epiphany, I'm top ten in this industry
[01:20.707] If you knew the end result, then what would you have done differently?
[01:23.546] My Jekyll and my Hyde look like anything of a symmetry
[01:26.212] But I ain't looking for nobody's sympathy
[01:28.260] This is for the kids who buy tickets
[01:30.265] This is for the fans of the music
[01:31.588] This is for the kids who get some inspiration from me and use it
[01:34.430] It's for myself, because after all this is therapeutic
[01:36.825] But I never lost myself, so don't you ever confuse it
[01:39.549] Reading comments on my 'Gram, I'm like "damn, they really got me"
[01:42.676] "What happened to the old G? This sucks! Won't you come back, G?
[01:45.762] "You said you'd never be that rapper, this shit is tacky"
[01:48.513] I make what I wanna make, but I won't make everyone happy
[01:51.149] My skin's fake, but I'm not, ******proof
[01:53.702] Try to numb myself like when you goin' to pull a tooth
[01:56.020] All I can be is myself, go and tell the truth
[01:58.684] I feel like I want my therapist when I'm in the booth
[02:01.328] Listen
[02:02.224] I'm in my own lane, so what do I have to hurry for?
[02:04.757] The Bay Area root for me like when Curry score
[02:07.690] I got it covered, relax, you ain't gotta worry more
[02:10.363] I turn the corner, I'm in the block now, broken down 30's door
[02:13.205] My exes x me out, we ain't feeling the same
[02:15.782] One of 'em went on national TV dragging my name
[02:18.302] Wish you would have handled it - eh
[02:20.504] I can't complain, because you don't get to choose how people react to being in pain
[02:23.754] Yeah, ****
[02:25.404] Lesson learned, we weren't the perfect match
[02:27.623] Future ref, not keeping personal and work attached
[02:29.656] We came a ways from going to juvie over purses snatched
[02:32.572] Bought moms a Birkin, we still only seen the surface scratched
[02:35.848] Wow
[02:36.890] Been tryna search and find the perfect high
[02:39.511] A young stoner from Berkeley High
[02:42.225] The person I, became is a little different
[02:43.536] Guess we work and try
[02:44.731] She kicked me out to get the bird to fly, yeah
[02:47.437] This the maturation of Gerry, yeah
[02:49.310] Been terrified of commitment, can't understand why it's scary
[02:52.027] The deeper that I get, this shit gets harder to say
[02:54.649] Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away?
[02:57.515] Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away?
[03:00.095] Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away?
[03:03.006] Yeah
[03:04.216] Look in a mirror, this is you
[03:05.787] No one ever told me, These Things Happen Too
[03:08.708] ****
[03:11.425] Yeah