[00:00.000] 作词 : Benj Pasek/Justin Paul [00:01.000] 作曲 : Benj Pasek/Justin Paul [00:08.760]I never meant to make it such a mess [00:13.271]I never thought that it would go this far [00:17.522]So I just stand here sorry [00:20.272]Searching for something to say [00:23.778]Something to say [00:29.270]Words fail, words fail [00:34.519]There's nothing I can say [00:47.522]I guess I thought I could be part of this [00:51.528]I never had this kind of thing before [00:55.775]I never had that perfect girl [00:59.270]who somehow could see the good part of me [01:05.771]And I never had the dad who stuck it out [01:09.523]No corny jokes or baseball gloves [01:13.528]No mom who just was there [01:16.026]'Cause mom was all that she had to be [01:22.028]That's not a worthy explanation [01:25.776]I know there is nothing [01:30.269]Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done [01:38.269]Words fail, words fail [01:42.773]There's nothing I can say [01:46.026]Except sometimes you see everything you want [01:49.774]And sometimes you see everything you wish you had [01:54.778]It's right there, right there, right there [01:59.271]In front of you [02:03.776]And you want to believe it's true [02:09.279]So you make it true [02:14.771]And you think maybe everybody wants it [02:25.277]And needs it a little bit too [02:57.276]This was just a sad invention [03:02.280]It wasn't real, I know [03:07.529]But we were happy [03:11.024]I guess I couldn't let that go [03:16.270]I guess I couldn't give that up [03:20.774]I guess I wanted to believe it [03:23.770]'Cause if I just believe [03:26.024]Then I don't have to see what's really there [03:32.779]No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than [03:36.519]These broken parts [03:38.770]Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am [03:43.021]'Cause then I don't have to look at it [03:45.770]And no one gets to look at it [03:48.024]No,no one can really see [03:53.028]'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake [03:57.276]Before I even turn the key [04:01.770]Before I make a mistake [04:06.274]Before I lead with the worst of me [04:10.280]I never let them see the worst of me [04:26.025]'Cause what if everyone saw? [04:31.271]What if everyone knew? [04:35.776]Would they like what they saw? [04:40.027]Or would they hate it too? [04:45.772]Will I just keep running away from what's true? [04:55.526]All I ever do is run [05:03.026]So how do I step in [05:08.529]Step into the sun [05:18.280]Step into the sun