[00:00.000] 作词 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Josiah Cover
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Josiah Cover
[00:18.219] I love you
[00:21.016] I hate you
[00:23.571] I love you
[00:26.279] I hate you
[00:28.988] I love you
[00:29.624] So much, I would give my life for this (I hate you)
[00:31.855] If the bullet was the beat, I would probably die for this (I love you)
[00:35.098] How many times did I cry for this? (I hate you)
[00:37.124] I would hate myself if I didn't at least try for this (I love you)
[00:39.805] What's at stake is bigger than me
[00:41.811] Blood, tears, how it stains, can't rid it with ease (I hate you)
[00:44.186] What we have in common is our pain, we're given the keys  (I love you)
[00:47.008] To unlock what it takes to fight for what we believe in (I hate you)
[00:49.712] Hard to confront the truth of what you see in the mirror (I love you)
[00:52.438] Some people you inspire and others you trigger (I hate you)
[00:54.948] Fightin' in blind faith, led by the internal voice (I love you)
[00:57.723] You might not wanna do it, but you don't have a choice (I hate you)
[01:00.468] Will the pressure take me to new heights or be my demise? (I hate you)
[01:03.364] Will my intentions coincide with what I advise? (I hate you)
[01:06.002] The people lookin' up to me, doin' everything right (I hate you)
[01:08.636] But who am I to tell anyone how to live their life? (I hate you)
[01:11.333] Your pain threshold will determine if you survive
[01:13.820] I'm amazed by it
[01:14.858] Lyin' to myself, pretendin' I was never phased by it
[01:17.395] Maybe 'cause you're in my DNA, that's why
[01:19.629] I love you
[01:22.275] I hate you
[01:24.976] I love you
[01:26.924] Sometimes, I hate you
[01:29.649] Always, I love you
[01:32.277] But right now, I hate you
[01:35.646] I love you
[01:38.374] I hate you
[01:40.282] You made a promise to God to be there for your kids (I love you)
[01:42.948] You made a promise to give them a life you didn't live (I hate you)
[01:45.513] My ego won't fully allow me to say that I miss you (I love you)
[01:48.217] A woman who hasn't confronted all her daddy issues (I hate you)
[01:50.850] The day will come when you gotta find all the answers to your sins (I love you)
[01:54.046] Pressures of providin', feelin' unhappy within (I hate you)
[01:56.443] Or what kind of external family shit up on your plate (I love you)
[01:59.395] But I understand wantin' and needin' an escape (I hate you)
[02:02.021] Too much unsaid now, the silence givin' me headaches (I love you)
[02:04.664] Only through speech can we let go of all this dead weight (I hate you)
[02:07.351] Even though I'm angry, don't wanna be disrespectful (I love you)
[02:09.891] Tryna figure out how to approach this in the best way (I hate you)
[02:12.621] Hard to not carry these feelings even on my best days (I love you)
[02:15.335] Never thought my parent would give me my first heartbreak (I hate you)
[02:17.980] Anxiety givin' me irregular heart rate (I love you)
[02:20.644] Used to avoid gettin' into how I really feel about this (I hate you)
[02:23.427] Now I see how fickle life can be and so it can't wait (I love you)
[02:26.046] Should've been the person there to hold me on my dark days (I hate you)
[02:28.636] It's easier to stargaze and wish than be faced with this reality (I love you)
[02:31.964] Is you a sperm donor or a dad to me? And still
[02:34.222] I love you (Hard to love tonight)
[02:36.938] I hate you
[02:39.593] I love you (Hard to love tonight)
[02:42.252] I hate you
[02:44.320] Always, I love you
[02:46.825] But right now, I hate you
[02:49.754] Always, I love you (Hard to love tonight)
[02:52.942] I hate you
[02:55.094] On this mission, you live and learn (I love you)
[02:57.576] The world will show you no mercy from birth (I hate you)
[03:00.114] How do you humanise your hero? (I love you)
[03:02.697] 'Round here, you're only respected if earned (I hate you)
[03:05.264] Half-hearted sorries, can't let your guard down (I love you)
[03:07.918] To get to nirvana, where do you start out? (I hate you)
[03:10.237] Angry 'cause they don't meet your unrealistic standards (I love you)
[03:13.001] Then you realise that they're human and you calm down (I hate you)
[03:15.735] Sometimes I'm unbalanced and I think, "Rah, why am I losin' my steps?"
[03:18.977] Lately, I'm paranoid, I feel my life is a mess
[03:21.663] I'm just usin' my voice, hope it will have an effect
[03:24.211] He was just once a boy, often I seem to forget
[03:26.946] Lookin' at Polaroids of pictures secretly kept
[03:29.630] You know what was destroyed, but you don't know what was left
[03:32.452] Tryna phase out the noise of who you hear in your head
[03:34.973] Everything is a choice and anything can be said
[03:37.683] Is you missin' the point? Are you just hearin' me vent?
[03:40.153] Or is you in understandin', knowin' my words will connect?
[03:43.061] I keep you in my prayers 'cause life is short as we know
[03:45.725] Every mistake you make should contribute to your growth
[03:48.452] What you choose to avoid'll probably come in your dreams
[03:51.035] I'm not forgivin' for you, man, I'm forgivin' for me
[03:53.584] And sometimes
[03:56.918] I hate you
[03:58.988] Sometimes, I love you
[04:01.692] Sometimes, I hate you
[04:04.315] Always, I love you
[04:07.566] I hate you
[04:10.272] I love you
[04:12.906] I hate you