[00:00.000] 作词 : Alexander O'Connor/Ben Baptie/Michael Underwood [00:01.000] 作曲 : Alexander O'Connor/Ben Baptie/Michael Underwood [00:05.93]I’ll keep the pictures saved in a safe place [00:12.18]While I look so weird [00:15.24]My face has changed now [00:18.18]It’s a big shame [00:23.64]So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth [00:29.19]And it’s not that rare for me to let myself down [00:33.31]In a big way [00:39.24]But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that [00:45.14]It’s not the same anymore [00:49.23]I lost the joy in my face [00:50.98]My life was simple before [00:53.14]I should be happy, of course [00:57.38]But things just got much harder [00:59.21]Now it’s just hard to ignore [01:01.25]It’s not the same anymore [01:09.17]It’s not the same anymore [01:13.10]It’s not the same, but, it’s not a shame ‘cause [01:17.70]I spend a long time putting up with people [01:21.23]Putting on best face [01:23.40]It’s only normal when you stop things in the wrong way [01:27.53]It’s only four o’clock and still, it’s been a long day [01:31.82]I just wanna hit the hay [01:33.61]People knocking on me like every day [01:35.44]I’m tired of taking stress [01:37.72]If only there could be another way [01:39.62]I’m tired of feeling suppressed [01:42.01]And when they want me the most [01:44.02]I’m tired of acting like I care, but I do [01:49.48]And I can’t wait to hit the bed [01:52.01]But tomorrow makes me scared [01:54.20]‘Cause it’s not the same anymore [01:58.47]I lost the joy in my face [02:00.28]My life was simple before [02:02.41]I should be happy, of course (Of course) [02:06.25]But things just got much harder [02:08.41]Now it’s just hard to ignore [02:10.58]It’s not the same anymore (It’s not the same) [02:14.11](It’s not the same) [02:16.30](It’s not the same) [02:18.17]It’s not the same anymore (It’s not the same) [02:22.12](It’s not the same) [02:24.31](It’s not the same) [02:26.18]Oh-oh [02:28.05](It’s not the same) [02:30.74](It’s not the same) [02:32.85](It’s not the same) [02:34.32]Oh-oh [02:38.48]I kept the feelings inside [02:42.87]I open up when shit gets built up this high [02:47.01]She makes it easy to cry [02:51.51]The words fall out of me and there’s no more disguise [02:55.57]I miss the days when I was someone else [02:59.97]I used to be so hungry [03:02.31]Right now, my stomach’s full of air [03:06.83]And I’ve spent many months just hating on myself [03:10.68]I can’t keep wishing things will be different [03:14.35]Or leaving problems on the shelf [03:16.04]I wish I didn’t need to get help [03:19.27]But I do [03:23.42]But I do [03:26.34]Oh-oh-oh [03:35.89]I been so hard on myself, yeah [03:45.20]Even my family can tell [03:47.47]And they barely saw what I felt [03:49.66]I wouldn’t wish this on my enemy or anyone else [03:53.85]It’s not the same [03:57.17](It’s not the same) [03:59.40](It’s not the same) [04:01.21]It’s not the same as before [04:03.78]It’s not the same anymore [04:07.18]And it’s fine because [04:42.03]I’ve learned so much from before [04:46.82]Now I’m not sure on advice [04:48.63]There’s no excuses at all [04:50.70]No point in feeling upset [04:52.59]Won’t take my place on my floor [04:54.92]I’ll stand up straight like I’m tall [04:58.90]It’s up to me, no one else [05:00.83]I’m doing this for myself [05:02.80]It’s not the same anymore [05:05.90]It’s better [05:08.87]It got better [05:11.57]It’s not the same anymore [05:14.15]It’s better [05:20.57]Yeah, yeah [05:29.27]Oh-oh [05:34.49]Oh-oh-oh-oh [05:39.25]