[00:09.815]I wonder if you often think about what you became
[00:12.558]Do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?
[00:15.167]Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame
[00:17.615]I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain
[00:20.222]I watch you raise me as a baby so over protective
[00:23.143]Smiling at me, blowing kisses while you hold me restless
[00:25.819]When you told me that you loved me I can tell you meant it
[00:28.542]And it never took for you to try to ever show your efforts
[00:31.171]But we was connected through the heavens though I felt your soul
[00:33.835]And that alone is just a feeling some will never know
[00:36.659]I bump my head and you consoled me as you held me close
[00:39.187]And I wonder where went wrong but I guess I'll never know
[00:41.891]Cause ever since I grown I felt like you been kind of giving up
[00:44.755]And it seems like everything I do is just not good enough
[00:47.450]****, we don't have the type of bond we used to have before
[00:49.883]And I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall the day that I was born, when you used to sing to me like
[00:54.643]La la la la la la la la
[00:58.000](You used to sing to me like)
[00:59.990]La la la la la la la la la
[01:04.327](You used to sing to me)
[01:05.607]La la la la la la la la
[01:09.367](Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
[01:11.183]La la la la la la la la
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[01:14.550]I wonder if you often think about what you became
[01:16.911]And do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?
[01:19.472]Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame
[01:22.135]***** I need some help, cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain
[01:25.127]My father died when I was five and I ain't cry at all
[01:27.727]I never knew him he just disappeared and I'm not sure if he knew I would grow up to be ruthless, I don't hide my flaws
[01:33.294]A young woman with a body and a mind like yours, cause we a lot alike
[01:36.959]I mean that's prolly' why I felt connected
[01:38.795]And when we met I was so innocent but slowly tempted
[01:41.516]When you told me that you loved me boy I know you meant it
[01:43.771]You sucked the soul out of my body with your own intentions
[01:46.594]Now I'm stuck inside a life of prostitution, no discretion
[01:49.707]And all you do is beat my ass and leave me slowly breathless
[01:52.355]But we don't have the type of bond we used to have before
[01:54.627]And I ain't mad at all, I just wonder if you recall when I laid in your arms and you used to sing to me like
[01:59.050]La la la la la la la la
[02:03.366](You used to sing to me like)
[02:04.639]La la la la la la la la la
[02:09.047](You used to sing to me)
[02:10.127]La la la la la la la la
[02:14.063](Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
[02:15.894]La la la la la la la la
[02:19.183]
[02:19.383]I wonder if you often think about what I became
[02:22.103]And do you ever wonder if I ever truly changed?
[02:24.219]Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame
[02:26.923]Listen, I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain
[02:29.811]I used to watch movies about you a whole lot before
[02:32.685]I read about you back in school when I was kind of bored
[02:35.331]Now I'm ashamed and embarrassed I truly got involved
[02:38.275]Cause you gave me a feeling some **** that I never felt before
[02:40.851]And I ain't trying to make excuses but inside I'm torn
[02:43.363]And you was there for me at times I couldn't find the lord
[02:46.026]And all I had to do was inject you and lock the doors
[02:48.443]So I can feel some type of peace while I dreamed and go watch the stars
[02:51.756]And that alone is just a feeling some will never know
[02:54.215]But now I'm rotting, it's not the same as I felt before
[02:56.751]We don't have the type of bond we used to have before
[02:59.273]But I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall sticking you in my arms when you used to sing to me like
[03:04.238]La la la la la la la la
[03:08.241](You used to sing to me like)
[03:09.415]La la la la la la la la la
[03:13.575](You used to sing to me)
[03:14.583]La la la la la la la la
[03:18.759](Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
[03:20.351]La la la la la la la la
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