[00:07.908]First I hesitated [00:10.548]But I called your mom back [00:11.868]Cause I felt like no time to be wasted [00:14.676]She was still a mess I mean we both were [00:16.668]I wished I could be closer [00:18.396]But I collected all the strengths [00:20.004]there were left in me and I told her…. [00:22.884]“Your son [00:23.940]Doesn't wanna be buried. [00:26.532]And I know this cause we talked about it a [00:28.692]couple of times in our marriage. [00:30.876]He said'if anything should happen release me into the sea. [00:35.748]I don't need no grave for nobody to come see me'.” [00:39.828]She laughed“sound just like him” [00:43.548]She cried and I began cite him [00:47.388]We laughed cause he had [00:49.740]Always something to say [00:51.636]All this love he gave [00:53.604]All this pain we have to take [00:55.644]I held the hands of our daughter to make her understand [00:59.484]He became free of form [01:01.260]There's no wonderland [01:03.420]She asked why how, and if he suffered pain [01:07.452]I answered as much as I could honestly imagine [01:11.532]She told me that his ashes is soft to touch [01:15.444]I told her please remember he loved you much [01:19.428]We went to a beach no one knows about [01:23.388]We entered the water with his ashes in our arms and said [01:29.652]Please become the water and breeze [01:33.588]The sun the cloud the mountains and trees [01:37.380]Your hair your skin your heart [01:39.420]Your energy to love [01:41.772]Everything you need to go on [01:47.820]Now the both of us covered with ashes kissing and hugging and crying [01:51.876]Screaming off the top of our heads and [01:53.676]the splashes are making her smile [01:55.668]I clutched her arms and said [01:57.300]“Look. This what your daddy became [01:59.604]His energy is in everything that surrounds you and you are safe.” [02:03.804]Everywhere you go, everything you do, have no doubt or fear [02:07.716]When the darkness hits you, please don't be ashamed to shed tears [02:11.844]Make your self at home anywhere you're at [02:15.828]This is how he taught us everything is one” [02:19.020]She screamed [02:19.788]“I am you. You are me. We'll always be. [02:23.844]Thank you for the love and life you gave me. [02:27.804]You gave my mommy the light she needed. [02:31.788]Please return in peace now you are free!” [02:35.340]She told me that his ashes is soft to touch [02:39.516]I told her please remember he loved you much [02:43.500]We went to a beach no one knows about [02:47.556]We entered the water with his ashes in our arms and said [02:53.796]Please become the water and breeze [02:57.588]The sun the cloud the mountains and trees [03:01.500]Your hair your skin your heart [03:03.516]Your energy to love [03:05.748]Everything you need to go on [03:09.804]Please become the water and breeze [03:13.524]The sun the cloud the mountains and trees [03:17.412]Your hair your skin your heart [03:19.668]Your energy to love [03:21.828]Everything you need to go on [03:28.188]A:“Energy” [03:29.676]T:“Energy” [03:31.308]A:“He is… Say He is” [03:33.636]T:“He is” [03:35.724]A:“The Life Force” [03:36.996]T:“The Life Force” [03:38.556]A:“Energy” [03:39.444]T:“Energy” [03:41.124]A:“Divine” [03:42.420]T:“Divine” [03:44.196]A:“Peace God” [03:45.396]T:“Peace God” [03:47.580]A:“I Love you” [03:49.164]T:“I Love you” [03:51.588]A:“And you are me” [03:53.388]T:“And you are me” [03:55.260]A:“And I am you” [03:56.772]T:“And I am you” [03:59.532]A:“I love you forever” [04:01.812]T:“I love you forever”