[00:14.84]I know I'm not the man you want me to be
[00:18.66]I try my best why can't you see that
[00:22.36]I'm doing more than you can imagine
[00:25.76]In different ways that you can't understand
[00:30.28]Because you see the world in a different light
[00:32.44]When you wake up in the morning you ain't gotta fight
[00:34.46]To convince yourself that it'll be alright
[00:36.24]And when you're looking at the mirror and you see the sight of your face
[00:39.24]Is it something you hate, or is it something you love?
[00:41.16]I can't tell the difference
[00:42.18]Cause all the above are the same to me
[00:43.92]So I can't understand what you want from me, but...
[00:44.94]I tried my best to make you happy
[00:48.70]I tried my best to make you proud
[00:52.49]And all I wanted was an answer
[00:56.34]But I feel lost when you're around
[01:00.20]I tried my best to fake a smile
[01:03.85]But it looks better on your face
[01:07.82]And now I'm in a never-ending cycle
[01:11.68]Feeling the same as yesterday
[01:16.35]Yeah
[01:17.05]I'm feeling conflicted as always
[01:18.87]And every night ends the same way
[01:20.90]I always pretend to be okay
[01:22.83]Stayin awake till the next day
[01:24.61]And I don't know why
[01:25.82]All of my feelings are hitting me
[01:27.50]I try to deny, but they wanna reply
[01:29.32]Cause it's all in my head so I guess I can't lie to myself, nah
[01:32.35]Guess I can't lie to myself
[01:34.22]This is the hardest I've fell
[01:35.99]Guess I'm still under your spell
[01:37.94]Cause this is the most that I've felt
[01:39.87]I know you can't feel what I'm going through
[01:41.86]So please don't pretend just to say you do
[01:43.69]I don't know what I can say just to make you believe
[01:46.36]That I'm trying as hard as i can
[01:46.70]I tried my best to make you happy
[01:50.29]I tried my best to make you proud
[01:54.12]And all I wanted was an answer
[01:57.96]But I feel lost when you're around
[02:01.75]I tried my best to fake a smile
[02:05.38]But it looks better on your face
[02:09.30]And now I'm in a never-ending cycle
[02:13.32]Feeling the same as yesterday
[02:16.88]And i try my best to just be happy
[02:20.85]I tried my best to make you proud
[02:24.66]And all I wanted was acceptance
[02:28.55]To be someone you'd like to keep around
[02:32.61]And I tried my best to make you smile
[02:36.07]Cuase it looks better on your face
[02:39.97]Now I'm in a never-ending cycle
[02:43.78]I'm feeling the same as yesterday