[00:14.84]Side not ps im not sober
[00:18.34]Its not a part of my big plan to be older
[00:23.09]She wanna she wanna know my secrets
[00:25.00]Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
[00:30.20]Let my brain explode
[00:32.82]Watch them fly let the memories unfold
[00:36.99]You better bury me with gold
[00:39.69]Cause if not imma rot all alone
[00:43.09]Rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
[00:49.48]I only see the ******* light when my friends are getting stoned
[00:57.63]I don't smoke that **** my brain to ****** up
[01:00.59]If i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
[01:04.15]Anxiety embedded in my bones
[01:06.97]When i turned 10 man i always felt all alone
[01:11.49]9 years later you know im still floating
[01:14.74]Above the rough ocean treading in emotions
[01:18.20]Sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
[01:21.72]I will fade away no one ever ****** knows me
[01:39.68]Side note ps i would go back
[01:43.51]To the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
[01:46.97]On the nights when i dream it never makes sense
[01:50.48]Cross the line and hurry back like im defense
[01:54.25]Breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
[01:57.52]Calmer under water love when everything is silent
[02:01.02]Seeing faces even when im not dreaming
[02:04.63]Tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them
[02:08.63]Side not ps im not sober
[02:12.05]Its not a part of my big plan to be older
[02:16.88]She wanna know my secrets
[02:19.05]Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
[02:23.91]Let my brain explode
[02:26.57]Watch them fly let the memories unfold
[02:30.74]You better bury me with gold
[02:33.10]Cause if not imma rot all alone