[00:16.326]A mother lost her child,I tried to ease her pain
[00:25.701]It's only God's will,she said she felt the same.
[00:28.577]It's funny how the sun will up and battle rain
[00:30.763]As if the clouds couldn't stand to see me outside a-gain
[00:33.952]Wrote a rhyme that was kind,with some vision to it
[00:36.589]Bottom line,it might expand yo mind if you listen to it
[00:39.900]Too much shine can dull the soul
[00:42.111]If you feel how I feel then I rap some mo'
[00:44.671]How can the Devil take my brother if he's close to me
[00:47.434]When he was everything I wasn't but I hoped to be
[00:50.558]I get a little honest,and I ask my self
[00:52.869]If the time come will you save me if I ask for help
[00:55.994]Send my mind on a journey to the outermost
[00:58.371]To document what it had seen,and Cc:me the notes
[01:01.182]And ask Kurt Cobain why,cause I need to know
[01:04.558]He stopped when he had such a long way to go
[01:06.685]I saw love in the eyes of a perfect stranga
[01:09.933]She overlooked my caring heart in search of a gangsta
[01:12.810]Will we ever be together?Only time will tell
[01:15.58]She called my phone and talk to me as her eye was swelled
[01:17.934]I put my problems in box beside my tightest rhymes
[01:20.621]On a lock and key,buried deep of in my mind
[01:23.747]And when it gets too full,and I can't close the lid
[01:26.496]I spaz on my family and my closest friends
[01:29.249]Trade my materials for a peace of mind
[01:31.746]I'm so close to Heaven,Hell I need some time
[01:34.746]Who cares about life,and the highs and lows
[01:37.61]Maybe I should write another song about pimps and hoes
[01:40.309]Cars and clothes,Idol Gods,Golden Cabs,Louie Scarfs
[01:45.624]I do this for the love,and it's free of charge
[01:48.749]I don't need jail to be behind bars
[01:52.435]This is purely art,in my Grandma's household this was surely taught
[01:55.997]Don't be naive,yea these time's is hard.In the mist of all the glamor,hope you find god
[02:03.80]I never wished to be the burden bearer
[02:05.14]But souls need saving and it's now or never
[02:08.204]Shock value is all they wanna see
[02:10.641]It's us against them,and it's just you and me
[02:13.828]Tryna take heat what I say in my songs
[02:16.80]Forgive me if I ever ever stilled you wrong
[02:18.829]Most people stop for signs,but I've driven through it
[02:21.329]If it don't touch my soul,then I can't listen to it
[02:24.81]The radio don't play the ****I used to love
[02:27.768]Or maybe I'm just growing up
[02:29.144]I never seen a star on a red rug
[02:32.457]If I wanna see a stars I just look above
[02:37.435]To the Heavens
[02:46.875]I know you been down so long,So I'll be stronger for you
[02:56.376]I know you been down so long,Cause I've been down too
[03:06.504]Yes I understand,What you're goin through
[03:17.660]Yes I understand,Cause I'm goin through it too
[03:30.782]I pray you find your way,and all things old become new
[03:41.724]I pray you find your way for my sake,cause I'm lost too
[03:50.659]Yes I Understand,What you're goin through
[04:02.181]Yes I understand,Cause I'm goin through it too
[04:09.942]I lost my friend this mornin',woke up screamin her name
[04:26.06]She meant so much to me,I'm scared I won't be the same
[04:35.98]Hope you understand,what I'm goin through
[04:45.842]Hope you understand,when I call out for you
[04:58.31]To vent.