[00:00.000] 作词 : Marshall Mathers
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Marshall Mathers
[00:05.00]If I could rewind time like a tape, inside a boombox
[00:09.06]One day for every pill, or percocet that I ate
[00:12.17]Cut down on the valium, that'll hurt everything
[00:16.28]But death is turning so definite, wait
[00:18.64]They got me all hooked up to some machine
[00:21.99]I love you, being, didn't want you to know I was struggling
[00:25.18]Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine
[00:28.35]Just heard that nurse say,
[00:29.53]My liver and kidneys aren't functioning
[00:31.45]Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, I guess
[00:34.47]It's arrivederci, same nurse,
[00:36.34]Just heard say they're unplugging me
[00:37.81]And it's your birthday, Jade, I'm missing your birthday
[00:41.41]Baby girl, I'm sorry, I ******* hate when you hurt, Hai
[00:44.73]And sweeties, thank you for waiting to open gifts
[00:47.63]But, girls, you can just open 'em,
[00:49.00]Dad ain't making it home for Christmas
[00:50.92]Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
[00:54.05]I go to make a fist, but I can't make one, I'm frozen stiff
[00:57.41]I yell, but nothing comes out, I'm crying inside, I shout
[01:00.31]My vocal cords won't permit me,
[01:01.92]I scream, but it's not allowed
[01:03.56]You put your arm around mama, the karma, wow
[01:06.69]I just thought about the aisle,
[01:08.41]I'll never get to walk us down
[01:10.33]Never see you, graduate in your caps and gowns
[01:13.27]It's 'bout to be 2008, how's this happening now?
[01:16.48]I've got so much more to do, and Proof, I'm truly sorry
[01:20.01]If I let you down, but this tore me in two
[01:22.37]The thought of no more me and you
[01:25.56]You gave me shoes, Nikes like new for me for school
[01:28.88]Doody, I'm trying, but you, you were the glue that binded
[01:32.94]So many things, time, I'd give anything to rewind it
[01:36.13]I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded
[01:39.12]By pictures all on my walls
[01:40.85]And I couldn't sleep at night 'cause
[01:42.68]That image burned in my brain of you on the table
[01:45.17]Me falling across your body, not able to stand to save you
[01:48.44]God, why did you take him?
[01:50.65]I'm tryna keep his legacy alive,
[01:53.10]But I'm dying, where's Nathan?
[01:54.59]Little ladies, be brave, take care of your mother
[01:57.68]Smile pretty for pictures, always cherish each other
[02:00.97]I'll always love ya, and I'll be in the back of your memory
[02:04.19]And I know you'll never forget me,
[02:05.53]Just don't get sad when remembering
[02:07.26]And, little bro, keep making me proud
[02:10.02]You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down
[02:13.27]And when you're exchanging those sacred vows,
[02:15.63]Just know that if I could be there
[02:17.31]I would and should you ever see parenthood,
[02:19.12]I know you'll be good at it
[02:20.88]Oh, almost forgot to do something, thank my father too
[02:23.99]I actually learnt a lot from you,
[02:25.89]You taught me what not to do
[02:28.00]And Mom, wish I'd have had the chance
[02:30.38]To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you
[02:33.59]Doody, I see you, I go to walk to you
[02:36.77]And I can feel my soul leave my body
[02:38.64]And float across the room
[02:39.99]Nurses lean over the bed, pulling tubes out
[02:43.16]Then the sheet over my head, shut the room down
[02:46.39]Girls, please don't get upset,
[02:48.32]I see them cheeks soaking and wet
[02:50.21]As you squeeze hold of my neck,
[02:51.53]So forcibly, don't wanna let
[02:53.12]Me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks
[02:56.50]With every second, each closer to death
[02:58.84]But suddenly, I feel my heart begin to beat slow
[03:02.22]Then a breath, machines go
[03:04.81]Must've guessed the cheat codes to this ****
[03:06.98]I'm tryna rewind time like a tape, find an escape
[03:10.78]Make a beeline, try and awake
[03:12.79]From this dream, I need to re-find
[03:15.07]My inner strength, to remind me
[03:17.31]Even if a steep climb I must take
[03:19.28]To rewrite a mistake, I'm rewinding the tape
[03:25.38](I don't want it)
[03:26.75]I'll put out this last album, then I'm done with it
[03:29.17]One hundred percent finished, fed up with it
[03:31.30]I'm hanging it up, **** it
[03:32.70]Excuse the cursing, baby, but just know
[03:35.07]That I'm a good person, though they portray me as cold
[03:37.86]And if things should worsen, but I bet you they won't
[03:40.57]I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
[03:42.96]Shred these old letters I wrote
[03:44.71]All that old pathetic loathing, closing credits can roll
[03:47.45]I'm proud to be back, I'm 'bout to, like a rematch
[03:50.80]Outdo Relapse
[03:52.36]With Recovery, Mathers LP2
[03:54.67]Help propel me to victory laps
[03:57.40]Gas toward them and fast forward the past
[03:59.64]Consider the last four minutes as
[04:01.67]The song I'd have sang to my daughters
[04:03.13]If I'd have made it to the hospital
[04:04.54]Less than two hours later, but I fought it
[04:06.76]Came back like a boomerang on 'em
[04:08.71]Now a new day is dawning, I'm up, Tuesday, it's morning
[04:11.81]Now I know