[00:29.59]Cause I had the best of the worst sides
[00:35.91]And I had these lungs, oh
[00:42.77]And I had too many flash fires
[00:49.11]That I just let them burn
[00:57.83]Till my chest is on fire
[01:01.62]And my head just won't die
[03:21.38][01:05.01]I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna
[03:24.62][01:07.70]I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't
[03:27.79][01:11.15]Cause I just feel so tired
[01:14.87]Like it's move or slowly die
[01:18.12]So you ain't you when you're like this
[01:21.32]This ain't you and you know it
[01:24.37]But ain't that just the point?
[03:44.09][01:27.87]And you don't know how to let go
[03:50.78][01:34.26]Who said this must be all or nothing
[03:55.43][01:38.77]But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know
[04:04.22][01:47.45]No, I can't tell you nothing
[04:22.05][04:08.71][02:05.11][01:51.97]Cause I'm a ******* mess sometimes
[04:12.25][01:55.36]But still, I could always be whatever you wanted
[04:17.41][02:00.63]But not what you needed
[04:18.86][02:02.14]Especially when you've been needing me
[04:25.65][02:08.76]And I'll say what I don't mean
[04:28.55][02:11.91]Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it
[04:32.07][02:15.39]Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah
[02:23.14]Cause all I needed was some words to say
[02:27.62]That all these feelings don't mean **** to me
[02:30.37]Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah
[02:37.17]And I got way too many routes to take
[02:39.76]To make all this just go away and find another heart to break
[02:43.33]So heartless with these words I say
[02:44.70]Just saying what I'm supposed to say
[02:46.40]Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself
[02:51.40]Things I would rather be
[02:53.05]Thoughts at the back of my head
[02:55.39]But I'm addicted to hurting
[02:57.92]And I got these lungs, yeah
[03:03.73]And I spent too many late nights
[03:10.28]Just thinking a hole in the earth
[03:14.80]Till the sky is on fire
[03:18.15]And my head still won't die
[03:31.10]Like I need something to come alive
[03:34.34]She said, "You ain't you when you're like this"
[03:38.08]"This ain't you, what you've done?"
[03:41.18]And I said, "That's the point"