[00:00.032]Real life, man, wonder what it feel like
[00:01.657]Whole life has been livin' someone else life
[00:03.263]What life like if I was born, it's Mark Wahlberg in the desert storm
[00:06.672]Got a record deal with some braces on me
[00:07.993]We a boy band, face it, homie
[00:09.789]And these boys all chasin' homie
[00:11.497]I'm tryna make a dozen films
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[00:13.688]I'm makin' peace with all my demons 'fore I clock out
[00:16.711]It never comes as we perceive it 'til we drop out
[00:19.855]I'm too big to burn a bridge that I should stomp out
[00:23.120]I got a vision, I ain't quittin' 'til I'm crossed out
[00:26.614]And even then, I still be screamin' from the nosebleeds
[00:29.992]To let 'em know I never let the pressure know me
[00:33.138]You couldn't even hold a candle to the old me
[00:36.513]So what I look like when you try to control me
[00:39.993]I'm on a mission to reclaim the times that broke me
[00:43.134]The life I took is not the one that ******' chose me
[00:46.692]And I ain't goin' back, I'm ridin' in the sunset
[00:49.831]I'm pacin' between self-awareness and civil unrest
[00:53.151]Oh, everything I sign with every label seems to suggest
[00:56.508]My fate is pre-determined, I'm for certain that's my success
[00:59.895]
[01:06.954]I got everything I want and I want somethin' else
[01:10.116]I try to fill the void and pull the Bible off the shelf
[01:13.336]Ashes on my sheets, I find it hard to sleep
[01:16.589]I got little problems, I know y'all sick of hearin'
[01:20.068]I think I'm missin' somethin' but I can't think of nothin'
[01:24.810]That's true
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[01:33.523]Real life, man, wonder what it feel like
[01:35.003]Whole life has been livin' someone else life
[01:36.766]What life like if I was born, it's Mark Wahlberg in the desert storm
[01:39.913]Got a record deal with some braces on me
[01:41.491]We a boy band, flex, it homie
[01:43.160]And these boys all chasin' homie
[01:44.736]I'm tryna make a dozen films
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[01:46.755]In the back, in the back
[01:50.021]Make it to Jerusalem with my fam in the back
[01:53.063]In the back, in the back
[01:56.316]The haters still infragrant but that payback is exact
[01:59.841]House pad to the max
[02:03.203]****** in the kitchen, ****** in the back
[02:06.480]Nothing in my fridge but my hunger is in that
[02:09.734]****** havin' visions, layin' down on tracks
[02:12.911]**** been south central, ****** in the back
[02:18.594]In the back, when I make it I'ma
[02:21.685]
[02:26.860]I would do it in the dungeon, no barely funct—
[02:33.501]I would do it in the dungeon, just barely function, picki—
[02:40.060]I would do it from the dungeon, could barely function
[02:43.647]Pickin' strawberry with my aunty, with the answers
[02:46.808]With the long sleeves, upper ground pool in the backyard
[02:50.622]With the bare pull, with the bad luck
[03:01.083]Shouldn't wait on me, takes a while 'fore that bed, homie
[03:04.920]Dead homies