[00:00.000] 作词 : 余意/Latte/脱脱 [00:01.000] 作曲 : darkpupil [00:03.64] [00:18.88]过了多少年我还是没有变过 [00:21.42]也许天生我就是一个** [00:23.47]长大以后了解一点是非对与错 [00:25.34]也发过不少誓言 [00:26.79]也曾经的被许诺 [00:28.01]我从未挑起过纷争 [00:29.65]但被讨厌 [00:30.52]此刻我求生的本能 [00:31.78]也被找见 [00:33.76]使我保持思想独立 [00:35.28]i wanna keep free [00:36.46]在你生命留下足迹 [00:37.62]拒绝过公司合约抱歉悼念再见 [00:39.72]爱面子的我死不抱怨 [00:42.03]家人不理解 [00:42.84]你做的什么音乐 [00:44.05]一封家书后离别 [00:45.27]这都是我的心血 [00:46.28]Oh自闭的我 [00:47.43]关在房间成天 [00:48.53]疯了吧 [00:49.94]如何感受黑白人间 [00:51.16]我见过红色的血和黑色的火 [00:53.42]可我叫了半天 [00:54.17]都没人理我 [00:56.34] [00:56.57]身后总有一个庞然大物跟着我 [01:00.76]站在原地回头看他他也会回头 [01:05.41]在我生命中的意义不止是个过客 [01:10.10]他的存在是证明到了此刻我还活着 [01:15.65]Applause fame or money [01:18.02]the smell of people and industry [01:20.73]i want to stay away from all these thing [01:26.53]I hope Here's someone who'ill understand me [01:31.33]but can u don't take these away [01:33.49]早忘了当初为了什么咬牙坚持 [01:35.30]偏执 孤注一掷 [01:36.46]游历过太多的风景 [01:37.73]形影单只 [01:38.74]不想谁会留下陪我 [01:40.11]最后全都是过客 [01:41.18]白费口舌 [01:42.18]她拿我没折 [01:42.93]我快被自己逼疯了 [01:44.05]莫名的压力 [01:45.15]折磨 压迫 着 [01:46.36]我的神经 [01:47.01]不停奔波想换个环境 [01:48.67]也从来没定下心更别提婚姻 [01:51.15]都太年轻 [01:51.66]这段时间有多艰难孤单 [01:53.06]他们试图理解 [01:54.13]都像在扯淡 [01:55.03]猜对错最多一半 [01:56.20]在每个夜晚 [01:57.11]浮躁失眠难堪 [01:58.22]不想再看包场电影 [01:59.58]无法平静太多陷阱 [02:01.14]太随性 [02:01.65]隔断外界的联系 [02:02.97]懒得琢磨 [02:03.87]那些*****的把戏 [02:04.88]都爱玩 不谈 隐瞒 都来我的黑名单 [02:07.24]滚蛋 脑残都别再纠缠 吃枣药丸 [02:09.65]别再背后谈论我是什么属性 [02:11.31]和你无关活的一般一日三餐 [02:13.58]很平凡怕麻烦只想做好自己 [02:16.01]风声鹊起 [02:16.81]淡泊名利 [02:17.62]都说的好听 [02:18.42]我从不信命 [02:19.18]想做条安稳的咸鱼 [02:20.54]听够了质疑 [02:21.34]剩下的看我开局 [02:22.50]重新改写数据 [02:23.70]不停的凝聚 [02:24.65]为自己谱曲 [02:25.40]经历的风雨 [02:26.26]受过的委屈 [02:26.91]都是我的荣誉 [02:28.97]身后总有一个庞然大物跟着我 [02:34.12]站在原地回头看他他也会回头 [02:38.53]在我生命中的意义不止是个过客 [02:43.73]他的存在是证明到了此刻我还活着 [02:48.79]Applause fame or money [02:51.28]the smell of people and industry [02:53.53]i want to stay away from all these thing [02:59.88]I hope Here's someone who'ill understand me [03:04.52]but can u don't take these away