[00:00.000] 作词 : SADBOY19 [00:00.000] 作曲 : SADBOY19 [00:00.001]编曲:tunnaA [00:00.012]混音:钮沅 [00:00.123]No one knows what goes on up inside my head [00:04.669]There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread [00:10.669]But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands [00:15.941]I can change my plans, I can change my plans. [00:22.421]我曾经跌入谷底 甚至呼吸不到氧气 [00:25.306]后来努力扛起应有的责任不需要什么奖励 [00:28.094]当我醒来仿佛在太空漂浮了半个世纪 [00:30.845]原来鼓励往前走的只有自己 [00:33.307]被人当作孤独患者原来只是独处惯了 [00:36.151]努力过后换来的猜疑 那我应该怎么办呢 [00:39.127]算了吃点亏也算是赚了 [00:40.875]他们都在看着我还在这里站着 [00:44.695]原来我心痛的时候也会流眼泪 [00:47.376]不管多少失败挫折独自去面对 [00:50.162]从头在爬起像只蚂蚁承受压力 [00:52.710]不想成为随风飘散的沙粒 [00:55.871]他们的评价不用再去理会 [00:58.531]努力的积累收获着更多的机会 [01:01.893]别再比对 到底是错是对 [01:04.390]都无所谓了 [01:05.782]继续往下坠 [01:07.529]No one knows what goes on up inside my head [01:12.492]There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread [01:18.327]But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands [01:23.627]I can change my plans, I can change my plans. [01:30.432]每天每夜我都在追 [01:32.636]伤痛再大我一个人去背 [01:35.498]总有一天我会长出翅膀继续飞 [01:38.234]曾经发过的誓写过的字你记住没 [01:41.166]难忘的事是不是都藏在了心底 [01:43.979]没有给出答案和惊喜那我就清理 [01:47.089]直到拼起 [01:48.161]版图一块一块拼起 [01:49.919]从没忘记讲过的话心里一直铭记 [01:52.719]绝不低头还是步伐坚定往前走 [01:55.521]不停的走直到走到世界尽头 [01:58.066]想要得到努力继续肯定都会有 [02:00.911]文字拼凑成了未来命中的每一个镜头 [02:03.770]从不愿意半途而废 多少次深夜才睡 [02:06.760]努力没人看见也从不需要受人待见 [02:09.589]绝不叛变知道迟早会老 [02:11.531]但是我会像个战士直到等到黎明破晓 [02:15.397]No one knows what goes on up inside my head [02:20.300]There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread [02:26.180]But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands [02:31.482]I can change my plans, I can change my plans. [02:37.957]I tried to find my reflection on the glass [02:43.483]But all I ever saw were the things I lack [02:48.360]All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane [02:54.242]All I ever thought I was [02:57.910]Was a mistake.