[00:00.983](What up Mac Miller. Shut up, hate when they do that. Allday)
[00:09.474]And they used to call me ugly
[00:12.740]Now it seems funny
[00:15.415]Looking back now I never would have thought I'd get this far
[00:20.690]And they used to call me chubby
[00:23.750]Guess I got lucky
[00:26.286]So unless you were around all the way back then at the start
[00:30.462]Shut the **** up you don't know
[00:33.234]Did you know me as a fat lonely kid and
[00:35.171]My only way to smile was a black Sony Discman
[00:37.526]School grades low I'm in the hallways always
[00:40.540]Tagging things taking out my agonies in the wrong ways
[00:43.594]You don't know my pain
[00:44.874]I don't know your pain
[00:46.300]You weren't there before the main meal for the entrée
[00:49.023]On the bus nervous and I'm huddled with my bag
[00:51.517]And the older kids tell me that I'm ugly and I'm fat
[00:54.333]And everyday I go to school I was ****ing up so bad
[00:56.690]Everybody wants to father me except my ****ing dad
[00:59.659]And I don't even mind because my life is really nice
[01:02.537]But don't act like you know me if you've only seen me twice
[01:05.603]Coz the same ones calling me names once
[01:07.703]Wanna take photos and have conversations
[01:10.157]That is just life and were smiling for the cameras
[01:13.002]Until we get old and they no longer flatter us
[01:15.757]And they used to call me ugly
[01:17.050]Now it seems funny
[01:21.528]Looking back now I never would have thought I'd get this far
[01:26.055]And they used to call me chubby
[01:29.754]Guess I got lucky
[01:32.395]So unless you were around all the way back then at the start
[01:36.723]Shut the **** up you don't know
[01:38.776]Did you know I that I prefer to be alone
[01:40.868]But I never am because I'm petrified of silence
[01:43.622]And did you know that I'm eternally alone
[01:46.079]Coz my body can never be the same place my mind is
[01:49.078]And I can't take a breath cause I'm just so anxious
[01:51.990]And I can't stop drinking I mean just to manage
[01:54.491]Everybody's talking **** and I can't understand it
[01:57.109]Kinda like they speak another language
[01:59.892]That I don't know - and I laugh along with their jokes
[02:02.797]But I'm not even listening I'm just off on my own
[02:05.448]I throw parties full of strangers to feel worry free
[02:08.134]But I don't wanna see them all I just wanna sleep
[02:10.769]So I sit out on the lawn of the house across the street
[02:13.673]And only go inside once everybody leaves
[02:16.155]And the clocks ticking louder I only notice now
[02:19.020]Coz without all the people its like time is slowing down
[02:22.064]It's like time is slowing down
[02:32.930]And they used to call me ugly
[02:33.816]Now it seems funny
[02:37.084]Looking back now I never would have thought I'd get this far (Look how far I came)
[02:43.544]And they used to call me chubby
[02:45.976]Guess I got lucky
[02:48.386]So unless you were around all the way back then at the start
[02:53.762]Shut the **** up you don't know
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