again...
I’m thinking bout relapsing again
I can’t help it I always give in
I’m scared to fly home
I’m scared to die when I land
Cuz I know my plug will be waiting there with open hands
I wanna change I rly do
But I can’t cuz I dont know who
Who I am
I wanna be somebody
That isn’t just a ******* junkie
But I dont know how to be anything besides me
And this is me
This is me
This is all I wanna be
I’ve never felt so ******* free