[00:02.72]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
[00:13.80]I can't eat can't sleep
[00:15.74]I'm on my knees praying for a miracle
[00:24.22]It's alright what you say like a knife
[00:29.77]I know you like the taste of blood
[00:38.38]I love you I hate you I have you I lose you
[00:41.79]I just want someone to love
[00:44.63]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody
[00:51.99]I just wanna light I wanna smoke more cigarettes
[00:59.07]You think that I like gettin' hurt
[01:05.90]But I do it I can't seem to help myself
[01:09.58]I'm a big girl but big girls get hurt too and they cry
[01:16.00]You think that I'm tough enough
[01:20.01]But I know when you look at me right now that all
[01:24.13]You can see is blood
[01:26.40]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
[01:37.06]Waves of sadness waves of grief
[01:40.68]A river that feels like it'll never stop runnin'
[01:47.22]And all you can see is the lies
[01:52.75]I know it's all over my face
[02:01.60]I can't change I can't hide
[02:07.97]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
[02:21.92]Don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel