I Don't Wanna Have To Lie
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
I can't eat can't sleep
I'm on my knees praying for a miracle
It's alright what you say like a knife
I know you like the taste of blood
I love you I hate you I have you I lose you
I just want someone to love
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody
I just wanna light I wanna smoke more cigarettes
You think that I like gettin' hurt
But I do it I can't seem to help myself
I'm a big girl but big girls get hurt too and they cry
You think that I'm tough enough
But I know when you look at me right now that all
You can see is blood
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
Waves of sadness waves of grief
A river that feels like it'll never stop runnin'
And all you can see is the lies
I know it's all over my face
I can't change I can't hide
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
Don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel