[00:02.54]I know we haven't talked in a while
[00:06.23]I know I ignored your calls
[00:10.62]But I miss you tonight
[00:13.92]The Bible used to know my name
[00:18.79]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[00:23.57]Love that tastes like sweet champagne
[00:28.26]I'm chasing after hollow fears
[00:33.57]I've been staring at walls and I've been praying to the ceiling fan
[00:37.40]That moves the air in the room in a way that no human can
[00:41.08]I've been ignoring my calls and I've been hoping for another man to sweep her off her feet
[00:45.70]So she's happy without my hands
[00:48.46]'Cause I'm so ready to be loved, but I can only pour out once I'm full
[00:51.91]I'm ready to turn back to dust, but I cannot ignore the fact that I always play the fool
[00:57.57]I'm sure I'm fine, I just don't wanna check or let this set
[01:00.77]A while longer feels stronger than forget that my silence is as deep as my lack of sleep
[01:06.08]My sense of peace and my lasting defeat
[01:08.70]Darling, I know this hurts but promise me someday you'll be happy
[01:11.63]So this pain means something
[01:14.41]The Bible used to know my name
[01:19.41]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[01:24.18]Love that tastes like sweet champagne
[01:28.99]I'm chasing after hollow fears
[01:34.67]The Bible used to know my name
[01:39.48]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[01:44.21]Love's a loss and love's a gain
[01:49.26]Hoping I feel at home, my dear
[01:54.10]The night before our first interaction was an embrace of exploration of nothing or everything
[01:59.29]Depending on how you choose to perceive dreaming
[02:02.39]I spent an eternity in four seconds focusing on the thought that maybe love was just hormones, chemical abnormalities, or social cravings
[02:10.64] But then I met myself for the first time when I made a lifelong promise that I knew I could keep
[02:15.64]Because prior to my suicide I thought lifelong promises were always selfish
[02:20.12]Or at least seeded in some sort of embellished lie we choose to believe
[02:24.49]But I've been told enough times that I'm going insane
[02:28.20]Just still want to breathe
[02:35.32]The Bible used to know my name
[02:40.23]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[02:44.82]Love that tastes like sweet champagne
[02:49.79]I'm chasing after hollow fears
[02:55.44]The Bible used to know my name
[03:00.29]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[03:05.10]Love's a loss and love's a gain
[03:10.19]Hoping I feel at home, my dear
[03:15.50]I miss you so much
[03:17.51]And I need you in my life
[03:20.16]So please, please stay
[03:24.16]You're the best thing that's ever happened to me
[03:26.75]After everything that's happened