[00:02.53]"I know we haven't talked in a while
[00:06.19]I know I ignored your calls
[00:10.43]But, I miss you tonight."
[00:13.98]The Bible used to know my name
[00:18.65]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[00:23.28]Love that tastes like sweet champagne
[00:27.89]I'm chasing after hollow fears
[00:31.91]
[00:33.42]I've been staring at walls and
[00:34.75]I've been praying to the ceiling fan
[00:36.85]That moves the air in the room in a way that no human can
[00:40.71]I've been ignoring my calls
[00:42.32]And I've been hoping for another man to sweep her off her feet
[00:45.23]So she's happy without my hands
[00:48.14]'Cause I'm so ready to be loved
[00:49.80]But I can only pour out once I'm full
[00:51.51]I'm ready to turn back to dust
[00:53.18]But I cannot ignore the fact that I always play the fool
[00:57.30]I'm sure I'm fine, I just don't wanna check or let this set
[01:00.51]A while longer feels stronger than forget
[01:02.56]That my silence is as deep as my lack of sleep
[01:05.50]My sense of peace and my lasting defeat
[01:08.01]Darling, I know this hurts
[01:09.41]But promise me someday you'll be happy
[01:11.27]So this pain means something
[01:12.87]
[01:14.12]The Bible used to know my name
[01:19.14]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[01:23.55]Love that tastes like sweet champagne
[01:28.40]I'm chasing after hollow fears
[01:33.66]The Bible used to know my name
[01:38.73]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[01:43.54]Love's a loss and love's a gain
[01:48.71]Hoping I feel at home, my dear
[01:52.93]
[01:53.59]The night before our first interaction was an embrace
[01:56.24]Of exploration of nothing or everything
[01:58.55]Depending on how you choose to perceive dreaming
[02:01.11]I spent an eternity in four seconds focusing on the thought
[02:05.12]That maybe love was just hormones, chemical abnormalities
[02:08.08]Or social cravings
[02:09.94]But then I met myself for the first time
[02:11.59]When I made a lifelong promise that I knew I could keep
[02:14.66]Because prior to my suicide
[02:16.40]I thought lifelong promises were always selfish
[02:18.92]Or at least seeded in some sort of embellished lie
[02:21.87]We choose to believe
[02:23.59]But I've been told enough times that I'm going insane
[02:26.40]Just still want to breathe
[02:28.91]
[02:32.82]The Bible used to know my name
[02:39.13]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[02:43.90]Love that tastes like sweet champagne
[02:48.71]I'm chasing after hollow fears
[02:53.73]The Bible used to know my name
[02:58.50]With Heaven's weeping holy tears
[03:03.98]Love's a loss and love's a gain
[03:07.95]Hoping I feel at home, my dear
[03:13.20]
[03:14.51]"I miss you so much. And I need you in my life.
[03:18.14]So please. Please stay.
[03:22.65]You're the best thing that's ever happened to me
[03:25.65]After everything that's happened."