[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.505] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
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[00:34.48]I'm back, did anyone miss me?
[00:36.00]They said the second record can be tricky
[00:37.55]Well that's kind of funny cause I am not tripping
[00:39.30]My fans, they know what it is and they with me
[00:41.00]Yeah, I ain't the type that's gon' ride with the semi
[00:42.76]I came from a town with three lights and no city
[00:44.55]I've been doing shows for nothing but pennies
[00:46.10]When I leave the stage, they never forget me
[00:47.78]Mansion was a glimpse of my life
[00:49.27]I let you see what it's like to be in my head
[00:51.15]People ask me what I think I think I be doin'
[00:53.11]If it wasn't music, I'd rather be dead
[00:55.22]You know what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10
[00:58.55]Or maybe you do
[00:59.33]I promise if that is the case, then that is what you're gonna get
[01:01.88]If you're looking for music with watered down lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else
[01:04.88]And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna hear I won't be any help
[01:08.45]This flow is familiar. I think I heard it before
[01:10.60]Oh yeah, I made it myself
[01:11.80]I left the door open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house
[01:15.40]Some of ya'll sat on the porch
[01:16.70]Looked at my windows and stared at my door
[01:18.25]They ask me if I'm going to kill it this record
[01:20.05]I laugh in their face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?"
[01:22.55]He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad for the kids
[01:25.19]He never talks about nothing but him
[01:26.75]Yeah, my friends say, "He's kind of a diva."
[01:28.10]Well, you need to get some new friends
[01:29.20]I'm as chill as it gets
[01:30.10]'Till I get on the stage and flip on the switch
[01:31.88]And I go to a place where nobody is
[01:33.60]If you bring up my name in a song, that's something that you will regret
[01:35.95]I learned a lot in a year
[01:37.10]I remember the shows when no one was there
[01:38.70]I remember the shows when nobody cared
[01:40.55]Some people in front of me laughing like, "He isn't going nowhere."
[01:43.15]It's funny now, isn't it?
[01:44.10]This type of life isn't how I envisioned it
[01:45.84]This type of life, it just ain't how I pictured it
[01:47.57]I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to FaceTime my family. It's different
[01:50.55]Not what you think it is
[01:51.40]Write a review, tell me what you think of this
[01:53.10]Give me three stars and call me and idiot
[01:54.85]But to be honest, it don't make a difference
[01:56.58]I know some people don't get it
[01:57.70]But you have now entered a Therapy Session
[01:59.45]If you don't like music that's personal, I have no clue what you people are doing here
[02:02.55]Might as well throw out the record
[02:03.70]I pull up a chair
[02:04.50]I talk to my music like nobody's there
[02:06.15]Only person I judge is the one in the mirror
[02:08.00]And lately, he ain't doing well–I don't need ya'll in my ear
[02:10.50]I'm tired of hearing it
[02:11.50]You call it music, I call her my therapist
[02:13.24]She keeps on telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage, I need to take care of it
[02:16.70]I know she's right, but man it's embarrassing
[02:18.40]Music has raised me more than my parent did
[02:20.00]Take out a picture of us and I stare at it
[02:21.88]Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing this
[02:23.45]Show me an artist you want to compare me with
[02:25.20]You put us both on a track, Imma bury 'em
[02:27.00]Give me this shovel, it's 'bout to get scarier
[02:28.70]None of you want it with rap who you staring at?
[02:30.30]I see you got beats, but where is the lyrics at?
[02:31.95]NF is the logo, you know I been wearing that
[02:33.60]Don't come to my show and be sittin' in the very back
[02:35.50]I call you out in the crowd like, "There he is!"
[02:37.70]I thought I’d be happy. It feels like I'm cursed
[02:39.35]It's hard to be clean when you play in the dirt
[02:41.00]You gave me this place to go when I'm hurting
[02:42.65]I thought it'd get better, but it's getting worse
[02:44.45]And I got nobody to blame when I work, Like 24/7
[02:47.05]I ain't been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt
[02:49.50]I hang up the phone, these are more than just words
[02:51.25]I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion
[02:53.00]I look up to God like, "When did this happen?"
[02:54.91]Yelling with all of my fans to wake up
[02:57.20]But feel like I haven't
[02:58.35]I get emotional. I didn't plan this
[03:00.00]I'm doing things I never imagined
[03:01.75]I'm sorry but I gotta leave
[03:03.20]I don't wanna be late for my therapy session