[00:02.63]Waking up at the crack of noon
[00:05.17]Reminiscing of the times I'm waking up with you
[00:07.96]I should leave, sell my ****, make some kind of moves
[00:10.81]I'm lying to myself, I never leave this ******* room
[00:14.00]I gotta pile of **** I haven't addressed, head is a mess
[00:17.24]Check the 'scrip bottles, see if any are left
[00:19.95]There's nothing, nowhere, well let's not even go there
[00:23.30]I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care
[00:25.89]'Cause there's a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be
[00:29.24]Amazed at what I find when I look within honestly
[00:32.19]Honestly, it feels like I'm waiting to die
[00:35.09]Watch the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?
[00:37.84]And I've been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise
[00:41.48]I got this feeling I won't make it to twenty-five
[00:44.08]It's a far cry, know we all got hard times
[00:46.89]But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die
[00:50.28]Leave my body by the liquor store
[00:53.50]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[00:56.26]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[00:58.86]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[01:02.31]Leave my body by the liquor store
[01:05.33]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[01:08.16]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[01:11.16]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[01:14.20]Don't even try to feed me all that "life is what you make it"
[01:17.26]Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it
[01:20.16]But when you're in your bed alone I know you ******* face it
[01:23.20]One day you'll meet your maker, and you'll see your life was wasted
[01:26.16]The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming
[01:28.96]You posted at a party but he's in the dark scheming
[01:32.02]And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning
[01:35.03]So sorry if I'm pessimistic but I don't believe it
[01:38.03]I'm a **** up, ************
[01:41.04]I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
[01:43.95]I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
[01:46.93]I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
[01:49.64]Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
[01:52.99]I needed you, you left me in the gutter
[01:55.96]The saddest part is that I really loved her
[01:58.95]On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
[02:02.17]Leave my body by the liquor store
[02:04.92]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[02:07.93]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[02:10.83]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[02:13.92]Leave my body by the liquor store
[02:16.93]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[02:19.83]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[02:22.79]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[02:25.85]I'm a **** up, ************
[02:28.80]I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
[02:31.75]I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
[02:34.69]I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
[02:37.40]Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
[02:40.67]I needed you, you left me in the gutter
[02:43.63]The saddest part is that I really loved her
[02:46.56]On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under