[00:00.000] 作词 : Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth [00:01.000] 作曲 : Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth [00:07.98]I can't handle these pressures [00:10.08]All I can say is this stress hurts [00:12.02]Things are supposed to get better [00:13.97]I just need to put myself first [00:16.07]I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart [00:19.92]This energy's killin' my vibes now [00:22.09]Sometimes I just wanna to drown out [00:24.56]All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time [00:27.95]I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die [00:33.57]That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me [00:37.74]Yeah, I'm messed up but I don't want to be [00:40.67]I Wonder if I'm good enough [00:42.20]But maybe I've had just too much [00:44.20]To drink, to smoke, to swallow [00:46.43]I'm drowning up my sorrows [00:48.28]There's rules I'll never follow [00:50.39]Pretend there's no tomorrow [00:54.22]I wish there was no tomorrow [00:56.22]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside [01:00.27]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [01:04.31]Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive [01:08.34]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [01:20.53]Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty [01:24.55]I wish that **** wasn't so tempting [01:26.57]But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up [01:30.64]I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck [01:32.81]So all I can do is fill up my cup [01:34.77]And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts [01:38.13]That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me [01:42.29]Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be [01:44.77]I wonder if I'm good enough [01:46.70]But maybe I've had just too much [01:48.65]To drink, to smoke, to swallow [01:50.72]I'm drowning up my sorrows [01:52.70]There's rules I'll never follow [01:54.78]Pretend there's no tomorrow [01:58.73]I wish there was no tomorrow [02:00.78]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside [02:04.80]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [02:08.85]Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive [02:10.85]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [02:25.84]My body's shaking [02:27.61]My head is aching [02:29.24]It feels like my heart is breaking [02:33.74]My body's shaking [02:35.62]My head is aching [02:37.56]I can't fix this mess I'm making [02:44.08]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside [02:48.26]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [02:52.24]Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive [02:56.28]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [03:01.31]