[00:00.000] 作曲 : convolk [00:23.45]Negative attention only thing I've ever known [00:26.20]They got this conception of me from the things I show [00:29.22]Never made a friend that I could truly call my own [00:32.28]Never made a song that you would like and so I don't [00:35.28]When I say I'm sad I ******* mean that I might kill myself [00:39.16]You make me so mad can't even feel myself [00:42.09]Calling out for help I need to heal myself [00:45.11]I don't **** with you I need to shield myself [00:48.19]Still, wear old clothes ain't changed [00:50.57]New hoes Old hoes same thang [00:53.75]They used to hate me now they love me: ****** lames [00:56.72]I'm making moves you making copies what a shame [00:59.69]I only think I'm happy when she text me tryna **** [01:02.62]I only pick my phone up if it ringing from the plug [01:05.61]I don't want no friends I only wanna do my drugs [01:08.73]I don't got a Benz I'm rolling round in something sus [01:11.78]I was all alone all by myself and they all stared [01:15.00]I'm still screaming out for help and no one’s there [01:17.78]You hurt me then you say you wanna help you say you swear [01:20.86]Anything I've learned, no one cares [01:24.03]Ain't nobody making tracks like me [01:26.96]Ain't nobody glowing fast like me [01:30.17]Ain't nobody from my past like me [01:33.28]Ain't nobody hate my ass like me [01:36.15]I been working all day all night [01:39.24]Never asked for help so don't be asking me for mine [01:42.21]I been trying to come up this whole time [01:45.34]I been dreaming of this **** my whole life [01:48.43]Negative attention only thing I've ever known [01:51.24]They got this conception of me from the things I show [01:54.29]Never made a friend that I could truly call my own [01:57.30]Never made a song that you would like and so I don't [02:00.38]When I say I'm sad I ******* mean that I might kill myself [02:04.16]You make me so mad can't even feel myself [02:07.10]Calling out for help I need to heal myself [02:10.14]Hope you realize that this is how I felt yuh