i always find a way to **** things up Look, I did a terrible, stupid, stupid thing, okay? And I'm sorry. I wish I could take it back,but I can't. I just can't see us throwing away something we know is so damn good. Rachel, I love you so much. I think you should go. What? I really think you need to go now. This morning you said there was nothing we couldn't work pass it together. No.what the hell did I know? No, I can't. You're a totally different person to me now. I used to think of you as somebody that would never, ever hurt me. Ever. God, now I just can't stop picturing you with her.I can't. It doesn't matter what you say or what you do, Ross. It's just changed everything. Forever.