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[00:09.15]I swear to god that it's not jealousy but I'm eyeing em
[00:11.24]Like I see what they started with, I see what I am in
[00:13.74]It's like my mama tried to do me good by putting me in better schools
[00:16.55]Than what we could afford but then forgot the car I'm ridin' in
[00:19.20]Forgot the rags that I am in
[00:20.34]Forgot the money I don't get
[00:21.54]Forgot the kids here are ****** up and I'm still tryin in
[00:23.95]Forgot that I'm on free lunch and all these kids got money
[00:26.42]Only broke ass kids be lining up, up in the line I'm in
[00:29.04]**** it, I ain't buying it, I'ma sit here quietly
[00:31.31]******' stomach hurted didn't eat but **** it I am in
[00:33.80]The cool kids table cuz of how I act
[00:35.34]But I don't want them knowin' that I am broke as ****
[00:36.75]Cuz then the jokes start flyin' in
[00:38.69]It's too close to home to be funny, huh
[00:41.01]Suburbs really sucks with no money, huh
[00:43.22]It's like they got a hungry kid surrounded by a bunch of meal tickets
[00:46.13]I'm supposed to just ignore that I'm the bummy one
[00:48.58]I wish I would've stayed up in the hood with my pops and ****
[00:51.25]Cause what's the point to higher class unless I fit in
[00:53.58]Cause I've been ditchin' school just to be alone, goddam
[00:56.01]All that feels a lack of oxygen
[00:57.77]Anxiety
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