[00:00.000] 作词 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger
[00:00.000] 作曲 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger
[00:00.00]Every time I die a little more inside
[00:12.34]1da told me to speak on it
[00:13.73]I'mma speak on it. **** it
[00:19.44]Mumble rap man
[00:21.46]Mumble rap right?
[00:24.54]That's what we doin'?
[00:25.43]Yeah
[00:26.79]Alright
[00:27.39]Wonder if God heard me pray
[00:28.75]When I was trying to repent
[00:29.99]If he didn't
[00:30.85]I know he heard my mother cry over rent
[00:32.82]Then you wonder
[00:33.80]Why the mood inside this room is so tense
[00:35.55]No offense
[00:36.45]But I don't really got nowhere to go vent
[00:38.31]Oh yeah success is like a drug
[00:39.91]And I been high on the scent
[00:41.24]Feel like I wasted all the money
[00:42.66]And the time that I spent
[00:44.01]Maybe the tears inside my eyes
[00:45.50]Had me blind with revenge
[00:46.80]I told her even if we crash
[00:48.35]I'mma ride till the end
[00:49.65]There I go lying again
[00:51.22]Don't know why I pretend
[00:52.41]Hold up
[00:53.36]Let me try this again
[00:55.08]Lord you know I never open up
[00:56.77]Abusing drugs never thinking I was **** enough
[00:59.81]She's over me when I'm the one that
[01:01.63]She's supposed to love
[01:02.64]At least my heart broke enough for the both of us
[01:05.52]They told me play your part (play your part)
[01:07.88]Boy we different, you smart
[01:09.19]Let her lay in your bed
[01:10.29]Don't ever let a ***** in your heart
[01:11.88]Still around the same ones that
[01:13.41]I was with from the start
[01:14.69]Though the distance got us drifting apart
[01:16.64]Felt betrayed
[01:17.70]Swear to God till this day man this **** hit my heart
[01:20.17]Wanted to shine so bad that I got left in the dark
[01:22.87]Still love you
[01:23.99]Can't help but see that kid in the park
[01:25.83]Runnin' 'round the town
[01:27.05]Looking for some **** we can start
[01:28.64]Any issues I was right there with it (I was)
[01:31.20]I bought my dream house
[01:32.35]But I been having nightmares in it
[01:34.33]The game ugly
[01:35.79]Just tell me why you can't love me (why?)
[01:37.96]Or why the **** you're ashamed of me
[01:39.38]You can't judge me
[01:40.46]That's why I stay numb
[01:42.44]And the smartest thing I ever did was play dumb (Uh)
[01:45.98]Staying up nights till my day comes
[01:48.04]Old memories had me wishin' that we stayed young
[01:50.84]I'm a mess thinkin' less so I'm saying more
[01:54.33]I talk to God about you so I'm praying more
[01:57.06]That's why I smoke a hundred blunts straight
[02:00.04]Pops left, moms cried for a month straight
[02:02.75]Used to cry too, but I would never show her
[02:05.72]Superwoman feel blessed if you ever know her
[02:08.28]Look at all this **** that we made it through
[02:11.04]They bugged the house and they raid it too
[02:13.90]If that ain't ironic I'm a crazy fool
[02:16.87]Play it cool, baby, play it cool
[02:18.85]They don't acknowledge my accomplishments
[02:20.84]My opp was just a optimist
[02:22.05]I'm copping ****
[02:22.85]But still I'm not convinced that this is opulence
[02:24.84]I can probably **** Pocahontas right out her Moccasins
[02:27.68]Killing everything that
[02:28.80]I'm authoring like the offering
[02:30.38]Ten stitches with my limbs twitching
[02:32.72]You ever went through withdrawals till ya skin itches?
[02:35.61]Huh
[02:37.12]Screaming **** what you think
[02:38.53]Tears falling while I write it down, smudging the ink
[02:41.25]Please pour out a couple of drinks
[02:44.20]Sometimes I wish that I was up there with Chinx
[02:47.15]You wouldn't even care if I ever died
[02:50.42]So I wrote this for the tears that you'll never cry
[02:53.47]Lullaby