[00:12.30]I woke up from the same dream:
[00:15.04]Falling backwards falling backwards’Til it turned me inside out
[00:24.70]Now I live a waking life
[00:27.90]Of looking backwards looking backwards;
[00:31.07]A model citizen of doubt
[00:36.69]Until one day I had enough
[00:39.89]Of this exercise of trust
[00:42.84]I leaned in and let it hurt
[00:45.80]And let my body feel the dirt
[00:49.08]When I break pattern I break ground
[00:52.35]I rebuild when I break down
[00:55.79]I wake up more awake than I’ve ever been before
[01:08.56]Still I’m pinned under the weight
[01:11.31]Of what I believed would keep me safe
[01:14.95]So show me where my armor ends
[01:17.96]Show me where my skin begins
[01:21.28]Like a final puzzle piece
[01:24.29]It all makes perfect sense to me
[01:27.67]The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity
[01:34.08]The heaviness that I hold in my heart’s been crushing me
[01:50.96]I've been worried all my life
[01:56.86]A nervous wreck most of the time
[02:03.44]I've always been afraid of heights
[02:06.89]Of falling backwards falling backwards
[02:09.82]I've been worried all my life
[02:16.31]I've been worried
[02:17.83]I've been worried
[02:19.54]I've been worried all my life
[02:22.57]I've been worried
[02:23.78]I've been worried
[02:25.84]I've been worried all my life
[02:29.07]Falling backwards falling backwards
[02:32.19]Falling backwards falling backwards
[02:35.72]Falling backwards falling backwards
[02:41.14]One day I had enough
[02:44.02]Of this exercise of trust
[02:47.24]I leaned in and let it hurt
[02:49.98]Let my body feel the dirt
[02:53.29]When I break pattern I break ground
[02:56.51]I rebuild when I break down
[03:00.00]I wake up more awake than I've ever been before
[03:06.55]Still I'm pinned under the weight
[03:09.33]Of what I believed would keep me safe
[03:12.74]So show me where my armor ends
[03:15.75]Show me where my skin begins
[03:19.22]Like a final puzzle piece
[03:21.59]It all makes perfect sense to me
[03:26.39]The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity
[03:31.91]The heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity