[00:37.920]So much that I can't say to you
[00:43.690]My voice shakes from the hurt that I hide
[00:56.320]Ashamed of my existence
[01:01.850]And of my petty often wounded pride
[01:12.969]I'd like to come home to see you
[01:19.510]And to catch your sickness by the bedside
[01:31.489]But then you'd know how much I really need you
[01:47.030]All the love in an instant makes my life stop
[02:04.540]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
[02:22.830]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop
[02:40.500]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
[03:02.620]If only I were blind to your selfish fling
[03:10.860]And your desperate cause
[03:19.889]And didn't press you for the details
[03:26.150]That threaten my physical flaws
[03:37.030]I'd like to come home to see you
[03:43.530]And embrace your illness under soft light
[03:55.440]But then you'd know how much I really need you
[04:11.379]All the love in an instant makes my life stop
[04:28.829]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
[04:46.480]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop
[05:04.819]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
[05:57.759]So much that I can say to you
[06:04.170]With affection that I burn inside
[06:16.300]You're aching from the distance
[06:21.670]Avoiding strain that's running still alive
[06:33.959]If only I could heal you in the sprinkling of the ocean side
[06:50.629]But then you'd know how much I really love you
[07:06.629]All the love in an instant makes my life stop
[07:23.740]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
[07:41.720]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop
[07:59.529]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop