[00:23.70]Baby [00:26.75]I guess I'm lost [00:30.68]I saw you falling apart, [00:33.19]I thought it was all my fault [00:37.28]And then we make up, and now you say [00:41.73]And now you say [00:45.79]With your voice like an angel attached to a black pair of wings [00:52.65]And that's the point [00:57.15]Because since we joined [01:01.25]The crowd started screaming and we couldn't hear over the noise [01:08.10]You spoke inside [01:12.18]But in my head [01:16.36]I kept passing the blame for excuses to help me try [01:23.17]Ooh [01:24.81]Caught in the middle of deceptions, just to get [01:28.96]A part in the elders and authority figures that would [01:32.31]Come to be elders, the truths, and the liars [01:35.57]They're holding us both to the flames [01:38.54]So now I cry [01:42.31]I'm only trying [01:46.12]To turn our head to reality [01:49.71]And it's so defying [01:54.21]It killed the pain [01:57.48]The time it takes [02:01.89]To end all of the talking and following me [02:05.74]I'm in pain [02:08.67]And I'll disallow [02:16.13]And I'll disallow [02:25.60][Instrumental] [02:50.06][Spoken] [02:50.48]You know when children are very little [03:38.56]The child-mother – nurturer [03:41.42]Let's call her mother [03:42.94]Mother bond is developed from day one [03:45.34]Starts real early and continues. [03:47.23]There are three fundamental attachments [03:49.21]That you can be: secure, ambivalent, or distant, [03:53.90]In your attachment, in other words, insecure, [04:04.09]In your attachment. So, um... [04:08.48][Instrumental] [05:41.94][Spoken] [05:43.55]Hi Mike, this is Mom. [05:44.97]Sorry I missed your call, I was out. [05:46.56]I'm out in the garden, gardening, [05:48.22]My favorite thing. [05:49.40]Um, anyway, thanks for the call. [05:51.56]I love you too, um, hope you're doing well. [05:55.47]Anyway, um, uh, okay. [05:59.41]Just hanging out there. [06:00.95]We're here and, everybody else is elsewhere. [06:05.92]Matt's coming home this week from school and, um, whatever. [06:12.22]Okay. Talk to you. Love you. [06:14.99]Thanks for calling. Bye [06:16.84]