[00:12.65]I know what it says about me [00:15.14] [00:17.01]That I hate myself less for what I did to you and more [00:25.30]For what has become of us [00:29.74] [00:31.06]Naturally I'm anxious and unstable knowing [00:37.47] [00:40.08]I'm lost to my best friend though I see [00:45.78]You almost every day every day [00:53.67] [00:59.02]In my cracked kingdom in my terror hive of brutal nostalgia [01:07.52] [01:08.98]On some self imposed house arrest of the mind that's useless [01:16.22] [01:17.11]Trying to numb the fear the fear [01:21.34] [01:26.43]That deforms the negatives and makes all [01:32.18]Memories pathetic so pathetic [01:40.24] [01:44.37]I have no charm to win you back [01:49.07] [01:49.82]The anthers drained the feria is over [01:54.39] [01:59.93]Of what sweetness still remains I can't trust myself [02:10.68] [02:14.43]Oh the complex codes the polymorphic addled fü hrer of our arrangement [02:24.91] [02:30.26]I'm lost to my best friend though I see you almost every day