Lying From You (Live)

When I pretend,
everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
I can\'t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second
just cause I know I can, but
I can\'t pretend
this is they way it will stay, I\'m just
(Lying to defend the truth)
I can\'t pretend I\'m who you want me to be so
(I\'m lying my way from)
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
Let me take back my life
I\'d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can\'t see
The very worst part of you
IS ME
I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I
(Trying to defend the truth )
yo, the more I push I\'m pulling away cause I\'m
(Lying my way from)
This isn\'t what I wanted to be,
I never thought what I said
would have you running from me
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