[00:00.000] 作词 : Conor James Sullivan/Justin Drew Morrow/Justin J deBlieck/Spencer Maxwell Charnas [00:00.600] Dear diary [00:02.776] This battle’s on the verge of emergency [00:06.754] Call in a chemical warfare attack [00:09.536] [00:25.863] Tempting fate with the crisis that my vices will orchestrate [00:31.518] Cold sweats as my bold pupils dilate [00:35.458] I could die from the weight of it all [00:40.058] Or make it through another close call [00:44.458] [00:45.011] Here’s a note to myself, “Back to the wall” [00:49.191] “The higher you get, girl, the further you fall” [00:53.062] Here’s a note to myself, “Alone in my pain” [00:57.364] “How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?” [01:03.180] [01:10.787] Through blackened veins the evil in the needle bleeds into my brain [01:17.049] And sells me on the sense of a fool’s escape [01:20.662] I could die from the weight of it all [01:25.292] Or make it through another close call [01:28.728] [01:30.115] Here’s a note to myself, “Back to the wall” [01:34.537] “The higher you get, girl, the further you fall” [01:38.477] Here’s a note to myself, “Alone in my pain” [01:42.505] “How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?” [01:49.870] Before you walk away [01:52.707] [01:53.577] But I just need one more taste, one more taste [02:05.125] Scars earned from searching for solutions [02:10.013] So desperate just to feel [02:14.103] Sold on self-prescribed pollution, just distorting what was real [02:21.348] And so it goes in the throes of what I can’t overcome [02:26.051] Painfully numb [02:28.969] Dear diary [02:30.931] This battle’s on the verge of emergency [02:34.782] [02:35.888] Here’s a note to myself, “Back to the wall” [02:40.358] “The higher you get, girl, the further you fall” [02:44.325] Here’s a note to myself, “Alone in my pain” [02:48.450] “How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?” [02:54.476] [02:55.864] Before you walk away [02:59.851] Before you walk away