[00:05.921] When I was nine I learned survival [00:09.169] Taught myself not to care [00:12.998] I was my single good companion [00:16.989] Taking my comfort there [00:20.338] Up in my room I planned my conquests [00:24.470] On my own; never asked for a helping hand [00:30.507] No one would understand [00:36.171] I never asked the pair who fought below [00:41.215] Just in case they said no [00:50.229] Pity the child who has ambition [00:54.784] Knows what he wants to do [00:57.879] Knows that he'll never fit the system [01:02.094] Others expect him to [01:05.502] Pity the child who knew his parents [01:09.853] Saw their faults [01:11.405] Saw their love die before his eyes [01:15.967] Pity the child that wise [01:21.347] He never asked "Did I cause your distress?" [01:27.528] Just in case they said yes [01:33.290] When I was twelve my father moved out [01:39.579] Left with a whimper, not with a shout [01:45.505] I didn't miss him, he made it perfectly clear [01:53.242] I was a fool and probably queer [01:59.342] Fool that I was I thought this would bring [02:05.591] Those he had left closer together [02:12.664] She made her move the moment he crawled away [02:17.572] I was the last the woman told [02:21.875] She never let her bed get cold [02:26.366] Someone moved in: I shut my door [02:30.602] Someone to treat her just the same way as before [02:40.652] I took the road of least resistance [02:44.035] I had my game to play [02:47.729] I had the skill, and more: the hunger [02:51.368] Easy to get away [02:54.915] Pity the child with no such weapons [02:58.716] No defence, no escape from the ties that bind [03:04.289] Always a step behind [03:09.518] I never called to tell her all I'd done [03:15.398] I was only her son! [03:44.778] Pity the child but not forever [03:48.057] Not if he stays that way [03:51.652] He can get all he ever wanted [03:55.400] If he's prepared to pay [03:59.106] Pity instead the careless mother [04:02.861] What she missed [04:04.125] What she lost when she let me go [04:08.487] And I wonder does she know [04:13.491] I wouldn't call: a crazy thing to do [04:19.516] Just in case she said who?